Find a Pocketful of Happiness in Each Day - the 30 day project
So my bestie Nishi gave me a task sometimes back which in a true lazy bong fashion, I took a gazillion months to get started on. After years of listening to me whining about how happiness is an elusive subject for me, she wanted me to find one thing that made me happy and one thing I liked about myself on a daily basis for a month. While I met her request with a lot of protests then, lately escaping the current rut has become imperative! Especially after the trauma of my last dating attempt which ended in manipulation (a post for another day), ghosting and deep mistrust and anger. I went through my days of "why me" phase followed by "nothing ever works out for me" and "why do I even try" or "Love doesn't exist". I retreated into a shell, isolated from the outside joy and happiness shrouded in a bubble of darkness and depression, becoming numb by the day. Funnily enough, the few folks I hung out with (some trips were already preplanned), enjo
